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Just a few hours and ill be in a plane to Hong Kong..scary!! Cydia and I werent supposed to sleep til the plane but well she just slept... its 6:32 am.. leaving at 2:30 pm.. well g2 go packing.. see ya all people soon ^_^
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[7.1.05 - 3.29am] |
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Oh god..Im tired -_-... I havent sleep since 2 days ago..nothing at all..and still im not sleepy..
Well 2 nights ago I was playing The Sims not stop.. and last night I played once more The Sims(but this time designing clothes) non stop and I watched the news (lol I didnt noticed they repeated the same things all over again until 4:00 am..) then I woke up and my sister took me to downtown and grrr..I was so sleepy.. we waited for the bus for 2 hours and then they told us the bus stopped at 10:00am.. grrr.. so we went to the movies to watch "wat of the worlds" lol that movie is funny ... then I dont remember what happened..I was exhausted and I dont remember I just remember being in the taxi for the way back home.. and well good news to me..Im going to Vancouver with Cydia..^_^.. and well just 2 more weeks and ill be theyre in her house for 1 week.. (lol scary though..) and well nothing much to say juz that now I make The Sims 2 (uhuhh since last night)clothes so if you have the sims I might post some screenshotsof my crappy clothes ^^..and you can use them ..
oh well im gonna try to sleep...
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[6.28.05 - 2.28pm] |
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Post from Yesterday...
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Oh well today finally my sister decided to take me somewhere,we went looking for our hair dresser but we just found out he went back to Korea -_-.. then we went to downtown and we sang karaoke ^__^.. yeah for 2:30 hours .. and well our singing is improving I think ... we got higher marks .. and well then we decided to go to the park to the swings and then I saw other "small" child games and lol I felt so young I climb them and play on them.... so much fun .. its never late to remember your childhood ^^.. then we left and well tired day .... and well I talked to Cydia last night but I think she got kinda mad at me -_-.. because she wants me to visit her this summer but .. I well my father aready payed my flight back home.. and well I know he has to pay mine and my sister school so I dont want more expenses.. but I guess Ill see .. I do wanna go TT_TT
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[6.28.05 - 12.11am] |
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Oh well guess who is back.. annoying me -_-.. I though about it and well I dont know why I cant feel any emotion -_-.. the only thing I know I should go on..
Anyways ..last week I got kinda drunk and played pool that made me think about everything.. ( I know it sounds bad from me but well...) and my sister dyed my hair redish orange ^_^
I feel kinda better I talked to Jenny (my roommate) by skype yesterday ^_^ I dont feel that ignored now ..
Today was sooo boring and annoying..my lazzy ass sister decided to stay in the house and watch TV all day.. grr... I played Sims for so long that Im not sure what to do on Sims anymore..and well we went to the park to smoke in the swings and then we watched "The forgotten" I though that was a nice movie.. though the ending was so, so..
And then Cydia came online she asked me to go to Vancouver to visit her and well I guess I will try it I hope my parents dont mind if I go alone..and well then I convinced my sister to go to the store and at 11:30 we went to the gas station.. then we bought a magazine and she saw that her favorite actress was death and she was all dramatic .. and then she just came back and now she is "sharing her pain" (in joke lol..) with her bf.. she is sooo dramatic..
And well tomorrow I have 2 hour piano lesson will my sister grr damn her and hopefully tomorrow she wont be a lazy ass.. and well I will read your journals.. I was kinda surprised Kaiti erased me from her friends list (TT___TT) and well enough for now..
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[6.13.05 - 1.46pm] |
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Lol yesterday was fun ^__^.. All my house (bording school house) went to brunch as a house.. and well it was so funny.. first I though I will get bored but then during the bruch we took a lot of pictures.. and we kinda got sad because next year not a lot of people are coming back --_--.. in the way back to the house I came with Cydia takin pictures @.@.. heres some pictures from she and me.. lol if you read my journal you will know who I am (too bad she is not coming back next year TT-TT)..
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And well nothing much to say just that today I had my math test and I think I did very well (I just went to check the answers) thank you Jdstroy ^__^ ..
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And well Im bored (haha should be studying.. heres a survey stolen from Kaiti)
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[6.10.05 - 8.05pm] |
OMG.. I had sooo much fun today... I felt happy for first time since sooo long ago ^__^.. My school took us to a water slide park and well ill write most of the things....first yesterday.. my friend made me wear bikini for today --_--.. then when I was in the bus I went beside megumi and hahaha we first were studying and then she started to sing "The Phantom of the Opera" .. (with those really high notes, lol it was funny she can actually make that high the note ..) then she taught me some song in japanese and we sang all the way there ..lol we taught each other songs in our languages... then when we arrived we though the park was so small and well we walked around and went in a few sliding until we found Christine and all the others(almost half of girls + boys from our group(around 15).. then we joined them and haha I went to one where you are in a tarzan rope and you just let go and fall down in the pool.. so much fun.. then we all went together(for the first time I didnt felt rejected.. I felt good ^^) to one where many people could go in (5) and we did tha one like 10 times, we went to so many things..then we all went inside the pool (so short) and we started playing .. splashing water and lol Megumi and me where under the water trying to trip Christine and others... lol so muchhhh fun .. then we al went to a "car sliding" we had to go through a lift over and then go with a sort of "car" in a tobogan all the way down.. ^^.. then almost at the end I went with Cydia (<-she is the one that made me wear the bikini or I usually just put "my friend" I dunno why I never type her name, and with the one I cooked and done so many weird and fun stuffs (old posts)..@.@ ) and we where in the lift and my sleeper dropped -_-.. (I got it back anyways) then we left and I came studying (haha sure) with Megumi the way back..
I cant believe today was today.. I remember now what is like to have fun and feel happy^^.. (I felt good mostly because none of the girls are not girly and the boys arent (pink t-shirt weirdos..).. well heres some pictures click..
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[6.8.05 - 7.32pm] |
Oh well guys .. I wont be updating or commenting this and probably next week my exams are next week and I really need to focus on my exams.. Ill try to read some entries if I can but oh well...
see ya all around..
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[6.6.05 - 10.11am] |
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Oh well.. this weekend was fun ^^.. I went with my friend to the mall and well we walk around and lol the funniest thing was that we had a perfume war in "Zellers" lol it was fun.. then we came back and made more layouts @.@ so many requests..
Yesterday.. I went to the town near hear with my friend and well we just walked around the stores (not buying anything ) mwhaha we looked at everything and we end up not buying anything @.@.. and well other than that i have 2 weeks of school (noo I dun want school to end --_--..
and well I dont know I dont get a lot of comments in my livejournal so it makes me dont want to come here TT-TT)so sorry if I dont comment in your journals that much ..
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[6.1.05 - 10.55pm] |
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Oh well im back posting again..
Today I went to La Ronde (Amusement Park in Montreal) and lol I had fun ^^... first I was going alone but then Heidi told me I could join them (Most of the school went) so I joined her Emilie-Anne and Arianne, we went in many rides, we walked around the amusement park and we went to a ride where you get all wet ... 3 times and lol we got all wet.. I had fun even though I didnt felt happy(never do.. rarely..) well here are some pictures:
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[5.28.05 - 10.45pm] |
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Oh well yesterday we had an open house (from 8- 10 pm)and well just in case (open house is when every single student can come to your house and be in your rooms..*reminder Im in a border school* and well the house was infested with people and noise and Jenny (my roommate) was with her bf Juno sitting on the bed talking and well me.. I was just watching battle royale..(Im a loser...)while every girl from the house were like kitties trying to get the guys to be in their rooms (yeah you might find this normal I find it too but I just I dont know.. thats not my kind of life)...
Anyways after all the "jungle" left I realized that woa I dont have real friends ...
They might be nice and they talk to me when they want something(<- for real just for that).. but ... they are not my friends and im sure im not their friend either.. so well I just though about it and I dont think I will change my mind.. the year is about to end and Im back to my old self.. not caring about anything.... and well today I was so bored so I jumped in the bus of junior activity group (8&9 graders.. obligatory for them )to watch starwars (yeah twice >_<) and I felt good sitting by myself not worring about anything ^.^..(I know I might be wrong and self centered.. but I dont know..)
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[5.22.05 - 6.36pm] |
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Im gonna be away for a while .. see ya all soon ..
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[5.17.05 - 10.13pm] |
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Lol today was alright.. I did my french oral and it sucked... --_--..grr later that day I saw the effort list and I almost died.. grr I got C in french wtf??? I just cant beleive it.. st**** ass teacher.. I mean I always work on class and I get good grades in the works ..hell.. (I think is because I dont speak a lot in the class (grr he knows I cant but that doesnt deserve a C..).. anyways I always try to grr.. this is so unfair he should at least have some consideration for me.. they made me switch from beginner class to high intermedian class and this was my 1st year actually taking french grr..and all those morons in my class is their 3rd year in french they speak it and write it well..I just hope I dont fail french..
Anyways after that we had cadets.. grr run over all the inspection (friday is the big day we are presenting infront of a duke..).. (2 hours drilling and standing straight)
then Christine auto-invited her self to my room, there we talked and eat candies and made me promise to send her candies(I only have) to Taiwan.. lol then we went to dinner and Me, Christine, Yasuko, Yuka, Michiko and Chiao Tien sang Happy birthday to Megumi..then I went with Christine to the rugby game and lol in our way to the field lol she RP so funny.. then we watched the game and it was boring.. of course we won.. anyways she told me she is taking my Dream Catcher (necklace) so she can remember me in her other school --_--.. my dream catcher TT_TT.. anyways this are my last weeks (1 month) with her and my other friend so I hope I can spend more time with my other friend too as well with her..
lol this last month I've been so different .. this didnt used to be me --_-- at least I dont feel too death often..
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[5.10.05 - 11.28pm] |
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Oh well another day .. today was such a rushing day.. woa we were at 28 degrees today.. HOT as hell .. Hate it >_< I hate sunny days.. everyone was crazy over it trying to get tanned @_@.. anyways today I had so much work to do.. first the cool thing is that in my robotics class Mr Magon gave us new robot kits (mwhaha not lego anymore) now we have to do solding (fun ^^) .. then I have a bio project due tomorrow the good thing is that we are in groups and of course smart me (haha sure) choose the "smart" group so today we worked from 7-9:30 cutting, typing and priting .. woa we made a Digestive System Monopoly Style..
Lol Today I slept in my french class (for real sleeping) we were doing some crappy activity due tomorrow (a letter) and well the teacher was busy working and I just put my computer screen up on and pretened to work and then I slept..I think I need to start sleeping earlier.. Im sleeping at 12:00 and waking up at 7:00..and I really cant keep my eyes open ..(actually I can just.. I cant in french class and chapel --__--)..odd I always fall sleep in that class..itz boring..
And well not much to say just that I dont know if I should feel sad because I know most of my "friends" are leaving next year -_-.. and this last month I've been getting along with them and sort of used to them and now Im gonna miss some of them --_--.. (actually all are leaving except 1 "Megumi")so I dunno that leds me to start thinking what Im gonna do if they are the only ones that can pull me in stuffs and make me talk -_-..
Anyways is any of you good for graphics and photoshop? Would you mind lending me a hand with a banner?..
Yeah Still making Xanga laoyouts >__
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[5.1.05 - 10.17pm] |
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I deleted my last entry.. I dont want to remember something.. though thank you guys for the comments that made me feel better ^^.. now right now i dont feel like posting anything.. anywhere....ill see ya around soon TT_TT
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[4.25.05 - 8.08pm] |
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Oh well anoter boring day.. today I just realize that I should drink coffee every morning.. that is the only thing that keeps me away from half sleeping during classes --__--.. today was alright.. I was able to shoot my movie from film and study.. I hope I can manage to make a copy and post it here ^^ its really funny .. and then in my robotics class (the previous 3 weeks we have been working in a Battle Bot) and today were the trials.. we lost 1 and won 2 .. hope tomorrow we have a better luck >.<
And I dont know I just felt like posting this picture
Thats Heather and Destiny they were playing with a fake gun(used in my movie) in film and study class and somehow they took a picture with my cellphone and today I just checked my cellphone and I saw the picture @_@
And well my roommate was happier today because she talked to her bf and they are back @_@ (you know girl stuff @_@) and other than that I dont feel like commenting more .. I dont feel good at all..
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[4.24.05 - 10.25pm] |
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Well another boring day.. today I slept but I was awaken at 8:30 am by my 10 year old cousin call arghh she just call me to say Hi and her whole school life and friends ...I was half sleeping and angry but oh well..other than that I didnt do a lot..
I watched the movie "Girl Interrupted" it was quite nice .. I actually liked it ^_^.. then at prep time my roommate Jenny was talking by skype with her boyfriend and she started crying since she was speaking korean (shame on me I just know how to read and type it --__--) I didnt understand anything until she told me they broke up.. I didnt know what to say.. im no a fancy words person so I dont think I really helped..@__@... then she came back a lil happier and told me everything and well once again I couldnt say anything to make her feel better ..weird me..
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[4.24.05 - 12.22am] |
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I dont know I feel so dead like I usually do.. 2nd half of the journal..
I made my math test today since my math teacher was on duty on my house and well it was quite easy volumes and surfaces areas..
I finish my test at 7:29 and I was supposed to go to my school play (Macbeth Comedy) at 7:30.. I ran like crazy to the school theater and luckily they let me in phew.. then the play started and a teacher sat beside me..Ms. K.. god she didnt stop laughing it was terrible since everyone were laughing and I didnt laugh in any single moment of that play I just enjoyed listening to the piano in the background ..
I dont know I didnt find anything funny, Ms K look at me strangely and everyone else.. but what can I actually do if I cant laugh at most of the things... I know everyone thinks Im death..its funny cause someone told me "just because you are breathing doesnt mean you are alive" hehe nice line I actually like it..Im weird..
Then 2 days ago my roommate told me about a song called "Gloomy Sunday" the suicide song.. I sort of got interest on it and I search for it today.. unluckily I didnt find the original version.. anyone heard of it?
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[4.23.05 - 5.26pm] |
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Finally weekend..well the middle of today was alright.. today I had tennis class at 9:00 .. well I was supposed to have but the rain spoiled.. then I woke up and I was half sleep and I was about to switch clothes until my roommate told me "Are you going for crease?"
Me- "yeahhh"
Jenny- Its raining
Me- Really? *then I fall sleep again* then I woke up 40 minutes later and she told me "everyone is looking for you!!"
Me- What???
Jenny- Yeah Megumi, Michiko and Johanna came
Me- Oh really .. do you know for what?
Jenny- I think one of them tennis and other one for badminton
Me- Ohh Im too tired *fall down to sleep again*
Im sooo lazy.. I should have go to play inside the gym tennis x__x...
Then last night someone send me a movie and then she came and we watched the movie .. then her friend joined in half of it as well.. everything was alright I didnt like the fact that her friend yell at me I mean its not my fault I cant see from far distances..
"copy girl"- Look
Me- Tries to look but the image is too blurry
Her friend- Well if you cant see why dont you come closer *in a bad and angry tone*
I mean she is right but that doesnt give her a reason to yell at me x__X
We watched the movie and yay they just left ^^.. the movie was "Super Size Me" .. quite scary.. I dont want to eat in Mc Donalds ever again...
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Oh well another day.. today it was nice.. In P.E class I played Badminton with Megumi and I tought her some moves, then in math class crap I forgot to do my HW.. my teacher was surprised since it was the first time I didnt do it -__-.. (that reminds me in my other school my teacher gave me a speech so long about me starting to be so irreponsable she told me something like "My name" I dont know whats wrong with you, you werent like this, you have changed now you are so irresponsable.. you really dissapoint me" crap lately I havent felt like doing something and yeah I need to pump up or else im gonna die..
Then after that I went to lunch .. I sat in the table and it was funny since I didnt liked the food so I wasnt eating anything and Megumi was doing a salmon sandwich and she told me
"You have to eat, eat my sandwhich, try .."
Me- Nah I dont like the food for today
Megumi- "Try!!"
Me- Ok o.O.. *tries it*
Christine- Eat it.. do you want some other of my food?
Me- Nope Im alright
Megumi- Did you like it?
Me-Yeah it was good
Megumi- Try some soup now
Me- o.O..
Christine- Try it she can go and get more
Me- *tries it* okkk... Il go to get some ..
Christine and Megumi - ^___^
Me- o.O ...
That was strange..they always make me eat..im starting to feel a lil bit less invisible @__@....
then after that I went out and I watched the first 25 min of the girls rugby game .. (they sucked -_-)..
I went to tennis class and I played against Michiko .. I felt bad because I didnt even played my 60%.. she was the best player of the team last year(now 2nd) and she is still very good but I didnt felt like playing ( good like I would say)
I won 6-4.. I didnt hit the ball like I would liked to .. I dont know I need someone to speed me up..
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